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Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:28:10 -0400

For lunch I roasted corn, broccoli and onions. SO DELICIOUS. I have enough left over to eat that for...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:23:45 -0400

For lunch I roasted corn, broccoli and onions.
SO DELICIOUS.

I have enough left over to eat that for dinner tomorrow too.

mymarchtoskinny: My dinner! Oh my gosh this was freaking...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:22:49 -0400

mymarchtoskinny:

My dinner!

Oh my gosh this was freaking amazing!!!!! I absolutely loved it!

1 cup whole wheat cous cous

1 scrambled egg

1/2 cup chopped zucchini

All together it was about 280 calories :) and man am I full! :D

atatmosphere: Iconic shit.

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:22:25 -0400

atatmosphere:

Iconic shit.

Reblog if you are a healthy weight loss blog. I want to follow you! :)

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:22:11 -0400

I haven’t logged in weeks My B I got an iPhone with MyFitnessPal on it and so I do all my...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 18:20:28 -0400

I haven’t logged in weeks

My B

I got an iPhone with MyFitnessPal on it and so I do all my logging there!
I’d been doing really great and got down to 112 pounds!

Then I ended up needing to gain weight for crew so I got up to 115 again.
Now it’s been summer for about 7 weeks and I haven’t been rowing and I’ve gained 5 pounds. Leaving me at 120.
No bueno.

I haven’t been working out for 3 weeks so it’s certainly not muscle.
All fat.
I can see it in my arms primarily but the weight’s distributed evenly for the most part.

Anyhoo, I feel like shit.
So I’m back to calorie counting (I stopped when I decided to gain weight) and I’m hitting it hard and trying to get back into shape and down to 110 pounds again.

I’ll surely be posting on here when I need to vent about this.
I know I can do it, losing weight isn’t hard. It just takes tiiiiime and I get so horribly impatient.

Wish me luck

Food Log, March 5th

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 15:39:29 -0500

Breakfast:

a bowl of Mini Wheats with soy milk
a cupcake
(because IDGAF)

Snack #1:

serving of whole grain vegan chips

Lunch:

two slices of cheese pizza
(because IDGAF)
chocolate coconut Luna bar

Food Log, March 4th

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 17:13:49 -0500

Breakfast #1:

a bowl of Mini Wheats with soy milk

Breakfast #2:

quiche florentine (minus most of the crust)
an almond croissant
a piece and a half of bread (some of them with butter) dipped in strawberry jelly

Lunch:

a Reeses peanut butter heart
a beer

I’m living with my dad right now.And he has a housemate who is a family friend. And the family...

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 16:33:00 -0500

I’m living with my dad right now.
And he has a housemate who is a family friend.

And the family friend works on Sundays.
And my dad happened to be out of town this Sunday.
So I had my ex over and we fucked.

And I was loud.

Like usual.

And when we finished I looked out the front window and realized that the family friends car was in the driveway.

He without a doubt heard at least 75% of everything that happened.

I want to fucking kill myself.
Maybe if I’m lucky he’ll just think I was masturbating loudly.
If I’m REALLY lucky he didn’t hear anything. But I know I’m not that lucky.

"The anxiety of feeling fat turns into depression about being fat, and the lethargy and apathy that..."

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 23:57:13 -0500

“The anxiety of feeling fat turns into depression about being fat, and the lethargy and apathy that depression brings make it impossible to get off the sofa.”

- Unbearable Lightness, Portia De Rossi. (via misgiven—thoughts)

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Thu, 01 Mar 2012 18:58:01 -0500

Food Log, March 1st

Thu, 01 Mar 2012 09:47:00 -0500

Snack #1:

maybe six-seven grapes

Breakfast:

a few bites of cake (it was my friend’s half birthday..!)
a large banana with honey & apple crunch trail mix

Snack #2:

grapes

Snack #3:

Nature Valley granola bar with some cashews

Lunch:

lots of broccoli
a few bites of hummus and bagel chips
a bowl of spinach and garlic wheat pasta

Snack #4:

a Snickers mini

Snack #5:

a bowl of spinach and garlic wheat pasta
(I also had another nibble of hummus with bagel chip crumbles. And a couple pinches of chips dipped in salsa. But these were literally nibbles. Not entirely worth mentioning)

Dinner:

some chips dipped in refried beans and this really yummy and spicy hot sauce
a little bit of mashed potatoes
a piece and a half of garlic bread
BECAUSE I’M THAT CRAZY
This was such a weird dinner

Food Log, Feb. 29th

Wed, 29 Feb 2012 19:45:01 -0500

“Breakfast”:

large banana
some honey & apple crunch trail mix

Snak #1:

grapes
a little honey & apple crunch trail mix

Snack #2:

Nature Valley granola bar
a few cashews

Lunch:

some garlic steamed spinach
a bowl of oatmeal
a bowl of cheese and broccoli rice

Snack #3:

honey & apple crunch trail mix
a small cherry laffy taffy
a caramel chocolate Kiss

Snack #4 (which is probably going to be my dinner):

two good-sized bowls of the leftover cheese and broccoli rice.
I finished an entire bag of the stuff by myself today.
That’s a 700 calorie bag.
And I’m probably going to eat something else sweet because I’m a fat ass.

I put my uni-suit back on this afternoon.I look like a dumbfuck. Anyway, off to do a quickie work...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 17:57:21 -0500

I put my uni-suit back on this afternoon.
I look like a dumbfuck.

Anyway, off to do a quickie work out.

Emily Griffin, Something Borrowed Submitted by paleazn. Why is...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:49:00 -0500

Emily Griffin, Something Borrowed

Submitted by paleazn.

Why is this so true?
I need to be the one who “cares least”.

Be confident. Too many days are wasted comparing ourselves to...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:38:00 -0500

Be confident. Too many days are wasted comparing ourselves to others and wishing to be something we aren’t. Everybody has their own strengths and weaknesses, and it is only when you accept everything you are — and aren’t — that you will truly succeed.

Nothing is truer.
But it’s all so difficult to accept.

This morning's work out:

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:22:18 -0500

5x5min pieces at 100%. Pyramid style.
The first was at an 18, the second at a 20, the third was open-rate (I chose about a 31 and ended it at a 33-34 split).
Then back down to 18.

Afterwards we did our 6 stations hand-weight circuit (12 reps each) three times through.
I’m still using the 12 lb. weights. & pushing myself hard.
I should be able to use 15 lb. in a couple weeks if we do it frequently enough.

I felt like I looked really thin/fit while I did my circuits.

That feeling didn’t last long, though.

I think I row better in the mornings when I don’t eat anything beforehand. But the hunger...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:17:34 -0500

I think I row better in the mornings when I don’t eat anything beforehand.

But the hunger pains are kind of bothersome.

Food Log, Feb. 28th

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:16:00 -0500

“Breakfast”:

banana
some cinnamon apple & honey trail mix

Snack #1:

a little bit more cinnamon apple & honey trail mix
one bar from the nature valley granola bar pack

Lunch:

last nights left over wheat pasta with broccoli and spinach and some bagel chips with hummus
raisin bran cereal with soy milk
some grapes

Snack#2:

two Thin Mints

Dinner:

the Woodstock veggie burger from Liberty Burger with lots of ketchup!
some french fries
an onion ring
a little bit of vanilla milkshake
(I split a medium one with my dad and grandma)

Why do I keep eating like such shit.

Pain contest.

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 14:12:00 -0500

Pain contest.